Oh I don't believe myself when I see this photo. Gradually becoming a model! Ah, nothing just a photo for school speech ceremony.
I took this photo yesterday with my Malaysian friend.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Becoming model
December 22, 2010 Clear Sky
Oh I don't believe myself when I see this photo. Gradually becoming a model! Ah, nothing just a photo for school speech ceremony.
I took this photo yesterday with my Malaysian friend.
Oh I don't believe myself when I see this photo. Gradually becoming a model! Ah, nothing just a photo for school speech ceremony.
I took this photo yesterday with my Malaysian friend.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Hot times
Sunday, December 05 2010, Clear Sky
It seems that time goes really fast. 2 months passed in Japan and I don't even know about that. Whenever we are happy and joyful, time will go very quickly. I wonder if I spend my time here properly or not. Everyday routine is always the same: Get up, go to class, study, back, eat sleep then get up again. Sometimes I think why should my life become like that? I don't know why.
People always care for their own group. Like here, since I'm only one from my country, everyone seem to ignore me. everybody has their nation companion to whom they may be able to speak in their language whereas I would never get a chance like that. Sometimes I want to run away to find whom I can speak to but I never get to do it. My life line said that even if you are unbearable, you have to stay in that condition. My life line seem to be different from others.
when young, children won't be able to do something alone because they can't. But to me, I am supposed to do everything my own even they know that I can't, they still challenge me. If I can't complete it because my low experience, I will get blame to death. They will say " u have no brain, u are grown up, try to do everything your own. If you rely on others, when could you be strong. Life is that."
That experience is why until now, my life is an adventure in a lost land. To me it's normal. Life is that. My life is full of storm and obstacle. But when will it end? I don't know. Because now I know that it just the beginning. Then It just the beginning and why do I said like it is unbearable? You are too weak, man. If I behave like that, I worry that I won't survive long in this world. Facing loneliness, looking down, discrimination, depression is too difficult to get through? I may say yes and no.
Now it is hot times for me to get survived in a hot dark canyon. being able to see the sunlight again or not is not yet known. I just wait and see.
ចូរអ្នកកាន់សំបុត្រនិងទៀននេះហើយដើរចេញពីទីនេះទៅរកផ្លូវដែលអ្នកត្រូវទៅ
អ្នកត្រូវចាំថាផ្លូវនេះអ្នកត្រូវដើរតែម្នាក់ឯងដោយពុំមានអ្នកណារួមដំណើរជាមួយអ្នកឡើយ។
Take this letter and candle and leaves here to your belonging place.
Remember that you have to go alone and no one join the journey with you.
This word is used when people die. They are given a candle to light their route to the next life.
It seems that time goes really fast. 2 months passed in Japan and I don't even know about that. Whenever we are happy and joyful, time will go very quickly. I wonder if I spend my time here properly or not. Everyday routine is always the same: Get up, go to class, study, back, eat sleep then get up again. Sometimes I think why should my life become like that? I don't know why.
People always care for their own group. Like here, since I'm only one from my country, everyone seem to ignore me. everybody has their nation companion to whom they may be able to speak in their language whereas I would never get a chance like that. Sometimes I want to run away to find whom I can speak to but I never get to do it. My life line said that even if you are unbearable, you have to stay in that condition. My life line seem to be different from others.
when young, children won't be able to do something alone because they can't. But to me, I am supposed to do everything my own even they know that I can't, they still challenge me. If I can't complete it because my low experience, I will get blame to death. They will say " u have no brain, u are grown up, try to do everything your own. If you rely on others, when could you be strong. Life is that."
That experience is why until now, my life is an adventure in a lost land. To me it's normal. Life is that. My life is full of storm and obstacle. But when will it end? I don't know. Because now I know that it just the beginning. Then It just the beginning and why do I said like it is unbearable? You are too weak, man. If I behave like that, I worry that I won't survive long in this world. Facing loneliness, looking down, discrimination, depression is too difficult to get through? I may say yes and no.
Now it is hot times for me to get survived in a hot dark canyon. being able to see the sunlight again or not is not yet known. I just wait and see.
ចូរអ្នកកាន់សំបុត្រនិងទៀននេះហើយដើរចេញពីទីនេះទៅរកផ្លូវដែលអ្នកត្រូវទៅ
អ្នកត្រូវចាំថាផ្លូវនេះអ្នកត្រូវដើរតែម្នាក់ឯងដោយពុំមានអ្នកណារួមដំណើរជាមួយអ្នកឡើយ។
Take this letter and candle and leaves here to your belonging place.
Remember that you have to go alone and no one join the journey with you.
This word is used when people die. They are given a candle to light their route to the next life.
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