Becoming model

December 22, 2010 Clear Sky
Oh I don't believe myself when I see this photo. Gradually becoming a model! Ah, nothing just a photo for school speech ceremony.


I took this photo yesterday with my Malaysian friend.

Hot times

Sunday, December 05 2010, Clear Sky
It seems that time goes really fast. 2 months passed in Japan and I don't even know about that. Whenever we are happy and joyful, time will go very quickly. I wonder if I spend my time here properly or not. Everyday routine is always the same: Get up, go to class, study, back, eat sleep then get up again. Sometimes I think why should my life become like that? I don't know why.
People always care for their own group. Like here, since I'm only one from my country, everyone seem to ignore me. everybody has their nation companion to whom they may be able to speak in their language whereas I would never get a chance like that. Sometimes I want to run away to find whom I can speak to but I never get to do it. My life line said that even if you are unbearable, you have to stay in that condition. My life line seem to be different from others.
when young, children won't be able to do something alone because they can't. But to me, I am supposed to do everything my own even they know that I can't, they still challenge me. If I can't complete it because my low experience, I will get blame to death. They will say " u have no brain, u are grown up, try to do everything your own. If you rely on others, when could you be strong. Life is that."
That experience is why until now, my life is an adventure in a lost land. To me it's normal. Life is that. My life is full of storm and obstacle. But when will it end? I don't know. Because now I know that it just the beginning. Then It just the beginning and why do I said like it is unbearable? You are too weak, man. If I behave like that, I worry that I won't survive long in this world. Facing loneliness, looking down, discrimination, depression is too difficult to get through? I may say yes and no.
Now it is hot times for me to get survived in a hot dark canyon. being able to see the sunlight again or not is not yet known. I just wait and see.

ចូរ​​​អ្នកកាន់សំបុត្រនិងទៀននេះហើយដើរចេញពីទីនេះទៅរកផ្លូវដែលអ្នកត្រូវទៅ
អ្នកត្រូវចាំថាផ្លូវនេះអ្នកត្រូវដើរតែម្នាក់ឯងដោយពុំមានអ្នកណារួមដំណើរជាមួយអ្នកឡើយ។

Take this letter and candle and leaves here to your belonging place.
Remember that you have to go alone and no one join the journey with you.

This word is used when people die. They are given a candle to light their route to the next life.

New life

2010-10-09-sat. It's raining.
Cool! It has been 10 days since I came here and I found a lot of interesting things. I met a lot of senpai who are really friendly and helpful than I expect. They have have helped me a lot for making me able to settle in Japan. Without them, the life here would be nothing.

Another thing is my new friend Wow a lot from many countries near me. I have trouble communicate with them cos we don't speak the same languages and my Japanese is very bad. In class I won't be able to listen to teacher clearly, I don't know when I can be good at listening.

Now is 10.10am. I haven't eat breakfast yet and have no plan for lunch too. All I can do now is just sit in front of computer and update my blog. oh! god I'm hungry! Can you hear me?ga

日本語で

今日　日本語で　blog　書きに始める。私の日本語は　ちょっと　悪いですが、来年　よくなる思います。日本語は難しいですよ　多い言葉ありますから。今　もう書くことができません、それから　寝に行くよ。さようなら。。。。

Midnight Song

I have just recovered a favorite song. Here it is, I'm a loner(oetoriya) by CNBLUE:

Fighting against Japanese

Hush, It's over 2 months since I started learning Japanese and now I found myself crush..... Yeh, Japanese isn't so difficult to study but we have to memorize the words which is written themselves in chinese characters and read in japanese. I'm so fed up in the first week. But I realize that to remember these, I may want to understand the meaning rather than say again and again like parrot. My gosh, the goal is to finish by unit 21 of Minnano Nihongo I. I won't think I will win this battle easily but may just take time.

However, I'm still curious about going to Japan soon. Some friends already left to Singapore(Samrith, neth,Taing Meng) and some are already to china(cheanich, ratana, pheak, taihy and so more)....ah I assume I'll be the last to leave yet I still don't have anything yet.

Heuy,,....I have just check the weather in Japan( I'm a weather addict) and find the temperature. Actually in September the weather is cool 'cos it's the beginning of autumn and I really like cool weather.

Let's hope for the best since the time is approaching. It's now Sep. 14th and I'll leave by the 29th so it's mean I have half a month left. I gonna miss somethings here but have to look forward. Fighting.....

Shots from school book

my school address in Sagamihara City, Kanagawa Prefecture

Picture of sakura（桜）trees in my school, hoping to see them soon

Name of Finalists, Me and Taing Meng. But damn, He won't go with me....

Preview of my department, Electrical System Engineering

cover of my school book, Polytechnic University. Sort of machinism

Hmmm

Over six month and just this time I have time to update my blog. Hery, nothing can be done without effort and so does my final exam at IFL. Next will be the test and I haven't read any single letter in the book 'cos I am busy with my Japanese.
I still do not get the result from Japan yet because my document haven't arrived in their hand but I hope I will get my confirmation soon. My friend, Taing Meng and Samrith nearly depart to singapore the upcoming month. Hearing this, I'm so happy yet wonder when will be my time.
Now I'm just fighting with mountain of assigned Japanese books which is required to be completed before going to Japan. However, I assume I can accomplish this task and meet my senior there happily and gladly. Wish all good luck to you and me. I'll be back soon.　はい。。。。。